It’s levels to this

Photographer: Lotus Valentine Visuals (can be found on IG one word)

Please spare me the disparities because a jewel like me is a rarity. Yeah it’s levels to me. This one is personal so I wanted you to be the first to know- molestation couldn’t change me. Devastation left me raging but thank God for his delivery. Now anger has no authority to subdue me and controlling it has become my aim for mastery.

See it’s levels to this.

The devil tried to slay me- no life at all because suicide tried to take me. Tormented my mind- he wanted my sanity. Through it all- I’m just now able to handle that level of clarity. God had to first deliver me from the insanity. Cycles I kept reliving - praying for a sudden ending. A way out to get out, but the flash wasn’t hitting. A sunken place seemed to be my fate until God showed me a better way.

See it’s levels to this.

So spare me the disparities because a jewel like me is a rarity. I’m meant to break chains- so don’t connect to me unless you wanna be free. Because modern day slavery ain’t really my cup of tea. God already purchased the house but my name is on the deed. Where I’m going there’s no room for excuses to exude mediocrity. We hitting new levels for our betterment. Making moves building heritage. So our kids kids will have an inheritance. Now tell me that’s not a win win? In me you’ll find a priceless friend. That’s loyal to no end but I gotta know if you’re truly all in. Because you see...

It’s levels to this.

When God said he’s about to do a new thing- that’s what it truly means to turn over a new leaf. Mirroring the Japanese bonsai tree- God begins pruning. I let him have his way to reveal my fate. In him my life was hidden- just waiting. Don’t get thrown off by my cadence- instead internalize what I’m saying. I’m not what happened to me or what I used to be because I’m too busy becoming. I told God yes now I got to much coming. Tell me this- are you comfortable or are you growing? Let’s not settle for less- armor up and withstand these test. We got levels to conquer before us. You decide on which side you’ll reside.

But as for me- I’m making my stance clear in case there’s a need for clarity. So please spare me the disparities because a jewel like me is a rarity. It took a lot to get here and I still have a ways to go. So I made this one personal- so you could be the first to know. It’s levels to this.